11 august 1995 , I wish I could have some blur memories ,after all That's the biggest and the richest gift life ever gaved me, the day life gaved me a platform , life Gifted me life , and i will proof that I am its proud holder as well. I'm its richest admire, you know how, because I have something priceless as a return gift , Which Lies in the ease of dissatisfaction for eternity. I have some amazing goals, peaks to reach, eyes are still not satisfied with the seduction infront.
Well , I was born as a Girl That day and still proud to be .
Applause! I am not a part of a family where a girl is rejected, fortunately I was welcomed as an important and happier part of the family, I am in. I love my life for this reason, atleast now I am able to taste the most awaited dish life will serve me with the aging time, atleast I am able to put my leg out and travel different lands with shallow and deep waters of struggle and challenges, atleast I am able to taste the wildest wine anyone would ever imagine, oh ! The wildest wine was just the metaphor for my highest ambition.
So coming back to the topic, what I was writing actually , Was I writing a vote of thanks or a Love letter to my life for giving me a stage to perform? , Or Was I penning Down the reason I love my life as a Girl? or Was I Questing the minds of this society in which, still there lives a mentality of gender discrimination which kills not only a girl, but a future family, her ambitions her vision ? Whatever!
Going on further, near about the time I was in class 12th, I realized my family, my mom ,my dad is not apart from society, after all you can't safe your child from the Noise of the war you are in ,similarly being a part of this hypocritical, stereotype society , my parents get infected too.
The infection is about being biased, being selective, and being illogical on the issues of career selection , framing me in the Criteria of Gender Dominance.
Again fortunately, I have the brain, actually we all have, I just know how to use it. There were two options infront of me, Now I can choose the way most of the Girls do, when there parents ask them to leave their ambition just because they think that this world belongs to Males , we aren't allowed to step in the domains of a Male oriented profession, Stereotypically! This Hypocritical view of parents is not the Shit of their own digested food, actually its the Shit of some Highly sick minded people , who always put a question mark but never know the answers themselves.
Lucky me I am able to influence my family more then the society did. Now I am in a course of my choice , my taste.
But , seriously it was not easy to vanish the stains from the mind of my family, I am talking about the stains, those deep marks which society has Gifted unwantedly to my family. I don't know about the girls who where not able to deliver a better speech to their parents for their taste, I don't about the Girl who dreams to be an individual , but anyhow putted in a role of a suppressed, unnoticeable Woman, just because the society things about her more than her parents, they question about the age, about the freedom, about the safety and finally throw her in the institution of marriage without her wish , shattering down her wishes, Now what ,she will live her whole life In domesticated environment with some dreams unfilled, some virtual wishes, some tears unnoticed.
Alash! I don't what to feel exactly, feel bad for those who didn't sparked out, or feel bad for those who sparked but broken into pieces. Oh my life , How Variated you are, so much grey and black, on the other hand so much of pink and green. How you prepare such a different kinds of question papers, from where you got all these questions, and will you ever disclose the answer sheet, the correct one.
Beauty of life recites here, in the answers unsaid, I love my life for vision it gaved me. We fall , we fall again , what I know is to stand and stand for each fall , answer the questions of the society in your own way , have the guts the rescue the Fire , as this fire will polish the diamond inside you, inside everyone, inside every girl.
Past I am happy for the lesson you taught me, future I am ready to bang on again , because i love my life, and can't miss a moment of it , in which i want all the colours ,
whether its green or grey ,
i will find my way.
Whether its answer or question,
My name at top , I will definitely mention.
-Ninarika Singh
Well , I was born as a Girl That day and still proud to be .
Applause! I am not a part of a family where a girl is rejected, fortunately I was welcomed as an important and happier part of the family, I am in. I love my life for this reason, atleast now I am able to taste the most awaited dish life will serve me with the aging time, atleast I am able to put my leg out and travel different lands with shallow and deep waters of struggle and challenges, atleast I am able to taste the wildest wine anyone would ever imagine, oh ! The wildest wine was just the metaphor for my highest ambition.
So coming back to the topic, what I was writing actually , Was I writing a vote of thanks or a Love letter to my life for giving me a stage to perform? , Or Was I penning Down the reason I love my life as a Girl? or Was I Questing the minds of this society in which, still there lives a mentality of gender discrimination which kills not only a girl, but a future family, her ambitions her vision ? Whatever!
Going on further, near about the time I was in class 12th, I realized my family, my mom ,my dad is not apart from society, after all you can't safe your child from the Noise of the war you are in ,similarly being a part of this hypocritical, stereotype society , my parents get infected too.
The infection is about being biased, being selective, and being illogical on the issues of career selection , framing me in the Criteria of Gender Dominance.
Again fortunately, I have the brain, actually we all have, I just know how to use it. There were two options infront of me, Now I can choose the way most of the Girls do, when there parents ask them to leave their ambition just because they think that this world belongs to Males , we aren't allowed to step in the domains of a Male oriented profession, Stereotypically! This Hypocritical view of parents is not the Shit of their own digested food, actually its the Shit of some Highly sick minded people , who always put a question mark but never know the answers themselves.
Lucky me I am able to influence my family more then the society did. Now I am in a course of my choice , my taste.
But , seriously it was not easy to vanish the stains from the mind of my family, I am talking about the stains, those deep marks which society has Gifted unwantedly to my family. I don't know about the girls who where not able to deliver a better speech to their parents for their taste, I don't about the Girl who dreams to be an individual , but anyhow putted in a role of a suppressed, unnoticeable Woman, just because the society things about her more than her parents, they question about the age, about the freedom, about the safety and finally throw her in the institution of marriage without her wish , shattering down her wishes, Now what ,she will live her whole life In domesticated environment with some dreams unfilled, some virtual wishes, some tears unnoticed.
Alash! I don't what to feel exactly, feel bad for those who didn't sparked out, or feel bad for those who sparked but broken into pieces. Oh my life , How Variated you are, so much grey and black, on the other hand so much of pink and green. How you prepare such a different kinds of question papers, from where you got all these questions, and will you ever disclose the answer sheet, the correct one.
Beauty of life recites here, in the answers unsaid, I love my life for vision it gaved me. We fall , we fall again , what I know is to stand and stand for each fall , answer the questions of the society in your own way , have the guts the rescue the Fire , as this fire will polish the diamond inside you, inside everyone, inside every girl.
Past I am happy for the lesson you taught me, future I am ready to bang on again , because i love my life, and can't miss a moment of it , in which i want all the colours ,
whether its green or grey ,
i will find my way.
Whether its answer or question,
My name at top , I will definitely mention.
-Ninarika Singh
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